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darrlimsyndrome

I DONT FUCKING CARE ABOUT ALL THE SHIT THAT IS HAPPENING.

:) :)

AND I THOUGHT MY DAYS WILL BE BETTER.

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Such a haooy day! OMFG

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and how my days pass with you being the center of it.

Moira Dayo: as in gusto mo ba talaga?

OO.

pagod na ako eh. Nakakapagod pala umasa sa wala :)

Tomorrow, I should've forgotten all about you and how i see you differently from others. Tomorrow, i should've forgotten all the things I know about you, all the enocunters, the notes, the messages, everything. Tomorr, ow, i should start making my day. I could be happier without you.

It's so easy for me to remember everything that i see, encounter, hear, etc. [ exceptions include HW] I can clearly remember my encounters with you, your encounters with your crushes that i was able tro see while stalking you, iyour notes, your messages, everything.

Tomorrow, I should've forgotten how I was attracted to the way you sing, the way you write, the way you laugh, the way you talk, the way you react to my lines, OH annie wilkes na ata ako :o, the way you study freaking geom, the way you tell stories, the way you are :D

I can forget things, i'm good at that, I can forget them only if i want to. Let's see how long it will take me to forget you, 1 minute at the most? yeah prolly 1 minute. [lie] and hey reality check, there are a lot of people out there.

I can find people out there who sings better than you do, but then no matter how good their voices are, i doubt they'd amount to they way i was attracted to yours.

I can find people who can laugh at my jokes. Yes, though it will be hard [ blame how corny i am] there are still people out there, but then again, they can laugh as much as they want but it wont have the same effect you give me whenever i see you laughing at my jokes.

I cna find people similar to you, but then they're not you

Tomorrow, i shall look at you in a different way, the way i did before back when i wasnt attracted to you. fck.

Tomorrow, :)

Goodbye~ ^___________^

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Closer to where  I started

Chasing after You.

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I'm a coward who doesnt want to take the risk

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Technically speaking, I dont know how to lie.

but i do know how to joke. make sense eh?

I want to stop thinking about this. O_O

I'll stop thinking about this after the line.

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I must save ! Hannah and i are going to buy 2 shirts from our church! ^_^ Current balance: O pesos

I should start improving my reading skills!

*grabs The Time's travellers wife book which i was able to borrow form my classmate*

Good night World :D

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I want this moment to end.

I heard the truth. I asked for it, and guess who's suffering.

I've learned that it's not the people you love who inflict the pain on you, It's you. They can hurt you but it's up to you to acknowledge it or not, in my case, I didnt just acknowledge it, it just came to me as if it were slapping my face. it's like " I Like her" and inside me " Why not me?"

The truth was hidden, it wasnt for anyone to know but here i am asking for who it is and all. It's like going out of your way to look for needles, only to find out they can prick you.

She makes you happy. Go :) Expect me to be here listening to your happy and sad stories :D I know things like this will come to end, after two years? a year? And i know You'll be forgotten by me too :)

Truth be told: I expected

I better stop now :) before things get worse.

I made my mistakes, i stumble and fall *sings*

I better position myself to where i should be.

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They look good together :)

OMFG. I WILL EXERCISE EVERYDAY NA. I'll start tom when we return to our own house! we'll be back tom! but im really scared for Ramil.